[2005-05-07,10:55 p.m.]
{{{I'll be just fine, pretending I'm not}}}
I'm. So. Pissed. Off.We came out here to my grandparent's house to stay the night last night. We were supposed to come back tonight. But my parents want to stay another night. I had plans to go out tonight to smoke ciggs and mosh. But no. My stupid ass parents won't take me home because it's an hour's drive. FUCK THEM.
I need my ciggs. I need my music. I need my life.
They just expect me to drop all my plans to stay here with my phsyco christian grandparents.
Fuck that.
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hopless .|.
hopes br>
you can kill yourself now...because you're dead in my mind
pray your life was just a dream...the cut that never heals
i was born into this...everything turns to shit
spread me open...
sticking to my pointy ribs
are all your infants in abortion cribs
you've poisoned all your children...to camouflage your scars
the boy that you loved is the monster you fear
pray unto the splinters...pray unto your fear